confession

Sunday hari tuh ade cam mesyuarat thingy at my house to prepare for my sister's wedding. so all our neighbours came to bincang2 about the wedding stuffs. and after the meeting, there was also a small makan2 lah kan.

after all the food have been served and sume tgh makan, me n my sisters sume duduk2 lah kt dapur. empat2 orang duduk berderet kt meja makan cam tayang muka jer. hohoho. sume suh ktorg mkn skali, tp ktorg dah melantak awal2 dah time mkcik2 n pkcik2 dok mesyuarat tuh. heee~ so org sume tgh sibuk2 nk amik makanan lah kan. tapi tetibe jer the topic of discussion of the emak2 sume, terfocus kat aku plak. mule2 sumone asked 'ni, sape masak nasik nih', and the my mum answered lah 'budak2 ni lah' (aku rase la mak aku ckp cnggini, x ingat sgt) n then my mum asked 'nape?'. mane la taw kan, kot2 nasik terkurang or terlebih air ke en. then makcik td tuh jwb 'xde lah, ingatkan yg kecik tuh', pointing at me. and then tetiber sume pandang aku. and cam tanye2 blaja ktner, umur baper bla bla bla. aku gedik2 wat muke segan2, so mak aku lah yg menjawabnye. pstuh kuar la ayat2 standard, 'eh, laaa, ye ke, ingatkan skolah lagi', 'kecik nye', and all those stuffs lah. kecik sangat ke aku nih? rase cam dah cukup matang dah (heh?!!). tapi ppl still think that i'm a budak skolah. hohoho. anyway, lpas kecoh bout my age (mcm kecoh sgt jer, padehal kejap jer, bajet jadi tumpuan r konon. heeee~), makcik td tuh tny lagi, 'ni pandai masak nasik ke x nih?'. HAHAHA. soalan cepu mas seyh!! but as usual, mak aku gak la yg jawabkan. she said cam 'boleh laa, klu stakat nk makan biase2, bla bla bla'. pastuh aku x dgr sgt dah sbb sibuk duk tutup muke, segan. gedik! :P so kantoi lah di situ, di hadapan makcik2 itu semua, yang aku x pandai masak. adoi! jatuh saham weh (pnah ade saham ker? duh!). mane la taw kan kot2 ade yg ade anak2 lelaki yang eligible bachelors kan. abes la, sume dah cross out name aku. hahaha.

anyway, tu lah dier, confession aku. and i'm not proud of it at all okay. nk post entry nih pon fikir dua tiga kali. at the moment i'm writing this pon i'm still not sure whether i'll publish it. hahaha. eh, apsal gelak? xde pape ah.

cam x snonoh giler anak dara tak pandai masak kan. malang giler sape jadik suami aku nanti. hahaha. tp nk wat cane, i have too many sisters. empat orang kakak tuuu. not my fault kan. they always conquer the kitchen so aku tak taw nk tolong ape dah. so aku blah r. hahaha. alasan! kalau ade diorg bace nih, mmg abes lah aku. jangan marah ye kakak2 sekalian, saye bergurau jer. heeeeeeee~ :P

nak dibuat cerita lagi, tadi i was left alone at home with my two brothers. kakak2 pegi keje and my parents keluar ke sana-sini nak settle kan some of the wedding stuffs. banyak jugak la destinasi mereka. keluar lepas zuhur and balik dkat maghrib juga lah. tp disebabkan anak pompuan sorg yg kt umah nih tak bleh diharap sangat, they had to balik rumah just to send our lunch and then terus keluar balik sambung pergi sana-sini. hohoho. tak patut, tak patut.

tp xpe lah en. still in the learning process lah. cume cam lambat sket progress. and aku nih malas sket, sebab tuh lambat. ish3. tak patut kan. perlu rajen. perlu rajen. tak ape, tak ape, yang penting, before kahwen dah pandai masak. kan kan kan. ceh, kahwen je taw! :P

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nikmat...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

kalau panas2 time tngah hari nih.

tambah2 lagi pnat mneman ibu bershopping groceries.

mmg sungguh enak dan nikmat sangat2 kalau dapat makan cendol yang sejuk berais.

baru saje habis satu bungkus sorg2, xnak share!!

muahaha.

macam nak lagi. memang nak lagi. nak nak nak.

tapi......

tahan2.

nafsu sahaja semua itu, jangan diikutkan sangat.

jangan tamak. orang tamak selalu rugi.

kan kan kan.

lgpon, nanti boncet pula.

heeeeee~

mari nikmati minuman yogurt berais pula.

sambil menonton berita 1.30 bersama ibu, mari-mari.

heeeeeee~

:P

Sekian.

ding dong!

ding dong!

handsetku berbunyik, tande ade msg masuk.

aku pon naek excited, "wah, dapat mesej!! weeee~ gumbira, gumbira!!"

macam setahun x dapat msg. mmg dah lame giler pon enfon2ku x berbunyik. saaad.

ku berlari untuk mengambil enfonku. err, xde lah lari, tapi smangat ah en.

bkak mesej.

pffttt!!

mesej dari HOTLINK.

hampeh. saaaad.

p/s: berjaya lipat baju tiga bakol hari neh!! haha, bangge seyh.

p/s 2: bes gak wat entry pendek2 neh. xyah pk bbnyk. :P

need to stay away...

... from my bed!!!

duh! i've been having way way waaaaay too much sleep in these past few days. need to cut it down a lil bit.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

mayday!! mayday!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. (nk kepoh2 pon, bagi salam dulu yer. :P)

OMG, OMG, OMG, i'm so freaking out!!! this is a major problem!! help me peeps!! HAHA. kecoh gler ah.

anyway, on the day that i arrived home, i was sorting out my stuffs when i saw a weighing scale under the bed. i was like so excited because it's been a very very long time since i last weighed myself. but i was also kind of scared of finding out my weight as i really feel like i have put on some weight during the previous semester. because last semester, i ate a LOT and i really lacked exercise. if i think hard enough, i can even count the number of times that i went out jogging. but i just can't be bothered to count. i am sure that it's hardly enough to balance out with the large amount of food that i take in. so never mind lah the exact number of times that i jogged. and even my friends have noticed that i have gained some weight. so no doubt lah i'm getting fatter. aaaaaaaahhhhhhh. hohoho. but i stepped on the scale anyway. i wanted to see how much i've gained. and when i looked at the scale, what did i see??

HORROR!! BAD!! BAD!!

the truth was really horrifying. i had put on a real LOT!! it was a real nightmare. hohoho. hamek kau, sape suh makan banyak2 pastu malas nak exercise. kan dah gemok.

uwaaaaaa..... (T____T)

so from that day, i have decided to control my eating habits and err, exercise?? exercising might be kind of hard as i'm really lazy. ngeee~ so i guess i'll just have to focus on controlling my diet. i'm not gonna like not eat at all. no way. that i so not me. HAHAHA. i'll just reduce the amount of intake, okay? i'll try lah. and if, i'm saying IF okay, if i suddenly became very energetic early in the morning (that is highly unlikely as i would most probably still be sleeping) and i managed to persuade my sister to come along with me, i might just go out for a jog.

so that's my diet plan for the holiday. will it work? we'll just have to wait and see lah.

but then, today, i went out with my sisters to Jusco Cheras Selatan. my sister wanted to buy some watches so i tagged along. and we had a late lunch at Secret Recipe. and guess what?? i ate a lot. it was really a LOT. i was like really hungry at that time. so i got a little greedy while ordering the food. heeeee. i had a cordon bleu, a slice of cappuccino cheese cake and a mocha ice blended. it was all full of fat, fat, fat and fat. even the drink was very creamy that i almost felt full by just drinking that. halfway through the meal, i was really full but i still went on eating because it's such a waste to throw it away. kan kan kan. tak baik membazir. heeee. and after i finished mine, i even helped to finish up my sister's tom yam noodles. it was just so delicious that i couldn't resist it. and i even had some of my sisters' choc indulgence. ouh, the meal was marvellous!! i really enjoyed myself. but i walked out feeling much much more fatter. hohoho. it was a good thing that i didn't have breakfast. so that meal was breakfast+lunch+dinner. so it's not that bad, right?

xpe2, anggap sahaja itu treat to myself sebab dah lame mengidam nak makan kat secret recipe. so, after this, no more eating like that. okay? heeee~

tak sempat nak ambil gambar makanan sbab sume sibuk nak ambil gambar2 gediks. :P

kak Pah

kak Ha

me! :)

notice that the bowl was still full in the top-right and bottom-left pics, and was almost empty in the others? well, i was just trying out the noodles in the top-right and bottom-left pics. in the others, i was helping to finish it up after i was done with my meal. tp muke still cam lapar gile and can still eat a whole lot more. hohoho.

err, what's kak Pah doin'?

choc indulgence, sdap weyh.

cappuccino cheese

free drinks...

so that's it for today.

till next time,

toodles~

p/s : bile dah kat umah nih cam malas lah pulak nak berbloggin. malas. malas. heee~

hello, hello, hello!!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...

Hello hello hello

i'm back people!! weeee~

anybody missed me?? hahahaha

dah lame gile dah blog nih di-private-kan. ade gak terpikir nk buang je tros. sbb cam dah malas dah nk blogging. ngeee~

tp tadi sambil2 check updates blog laen, cam bace balek my recent posts n ttber cam rindu plak nk blogging. hohoho. n then tambah2 plak dah abes xm. so cam xde keje laen. so decided dah nak hidupkan balik blog nih. dah lame dah die dlm koma. nasib baek x delete agih. klu x, xde nye aku rajen sgt nk wat blog baru.

Firstly, thanks to Allah, Alhamdulillah i am now done with my final examination without any kesulitan. just some sleepless nights, tp tuh pon salah sndri la sbb x stadi awal2. kan dah kene berjaga malam evrytime esoknye ade xm. dah jadik routine dah spanjang exam weeks nih. wlupon ade gap yg pnjg btween exams tuh, awl2 msti malas gler nk study. n then the day before exam tuh bru lah terhegeh-hegeh nk bkak buku. by that time mmg dah chuak gler dah. mmg fokus giler cam klu org tgk mmg ingat rajen gile ah dak nih (tp smpat agi selit2kan aktiviti facebook sket2. ngeee~). truk btul. ish3. bile nk brubah?? hahaha. itu yg kte xtaw :D. so skrg hny tnggal utk kte berserah je la n doa bbnyk moge2 dpt results yg baek. and hopefully to get into Dean's List too?? but i'm not really expecting much. klu lepas 3.30 pon dah bersyukur sangat2 dah. tu pon xtaw lepas ke x. we'll just see later lah kan.

okay, enuff membebel. so, maka dengan ini, berakhirlah sudah tahun pertama ku sebagai pelajar kejuruteraan kimia di UTP. goodbye first year and hellooo 2nd year. next sem dah jadik 2nd year student dah wuuu. rase cam dah tue giler jer. hmmmm. tapi ttap berjiwa muda kan. kan kan kan.

berikut merupakan jadual peperiksaan yang baru sahaja lepas itu:

wed 11/11: Chemical Engineering Fluid Mechanics 9.00am-12.00pm

4 days gap :)))

mon 16/11: Islamic Studies 2.30pm-5.30pm

tues 17/11: Structured Programming and Database 2.30pm-5.30pm

wed 18/11: Material and Energy Balances 9.00am - 12.00pm

5 days gap :)))

tues 24/11: Introduction to Material Science 9.00am-11.00am

hohoho. lame gile kan exam nyer. lebih dari due minggu just for five papers. ade due gap yg lame. tp yang amat menyeksakan are the three days yg ade 3 paper berturut-turut. time tuh mmg tido cam x tido jer. x smpat dah nk bkak facebook sbb muke mmg dah telekat kt buku dah. xde nye mukebuku facebook. but, the best thing is, kebahagiaan bile abes 3 papers tuh. sbb pastuh ade gap 5 hari wuuu. rase mcm lega gila and mcm dunia nih kami yang punya. haha. five days to study just for one paper, Intoduction to Material Science. you might think that that gap is more than enough to be able to study thoroughly and even do some exercises. but then, as usual, not for me lah. x cukup mase ade la. ngeee~

ni sume aktiviti2 yg dbwat time gap tuh:

the day right after exam MEB tuh, i went to Genting with my friends. ni mmg dah lame dah plan. before exam lagi. n time tgh bz2 study during the 3 DaysOfHorror tuh, mmg asek2 teringat psl trip nih jer. trip ni je laa yg cam wat ade smangat sket mngharungi the 3 DaysOfHorror tuh. hahahh. poyo seh. anyway, we all had a blast that day. mmg best giler ah. and, it was my first time going to Genting. i repeat, it was my first time!! hahahh. at the age of nineteen bru laaa dpt jejak kaki kt Genting. amatlah menyedihkan. but now i can proudly say that i've been to Genting. weeee~ hahahh. mnggelabah gler. ngeee~

the weather that day wasn't very good, so many of the rides were closed for safety measures. it was freeeeezing cold. terasa cam berada di overseas pula. hohoho. so, due to the weather, we didn't have many rides to choose from. many of them are kiddy rides. tp, ape2 pon, ktorg redah jer. x kesah la kiddy rides ke, baby rides ker, lantak ah, beratur jer. layannn~

the first ride that we went on. naik kejap jer, dah bosan. :P

the girls

we all

view from the cable car, gondola ke ape ntah name dier.

all packed in one pic

....

i sooo want this teddy tp ayie x bagi. penat jer aku pgg die all the way smpi UTP. hohoho~

so tu lah alkisah nye aktiviti aku on the first day of the long gap. smpi balik UTP at around 10 kot. dah sakit2 badan dah time tuh sbb sjuk sgt time kt sane n bjalan je keje. pastu rase sjuk tuh cam dah trbawak2 blk UTP. kt dlm bilik pon nk pakai sweater. haha~

the next day plak, bangun lambat!!! weeeeeeeeee~ HAHAHA

and rase cam penat giler. so x jadik lah nk stadi hari tuh. x wat ape2 pon hari tuh. melagho je keje. n konon2 nk start study on the next day. aku n balqees smangat nk p library lagi tuh.

mmg jadik pon pegi library. pagi2 lagi dah bangon. smangat2!! siap masak mihun goreng lagi, bawak bekal lunch. smangat2!! tp, last2, bile bukak je buku, uish, ngantok GILAAA!!! hahaha... macam2 gaye dah aku tido. rase cam balqees sorg jer yg study. n then last2 cam around 4 o'clock, balqees pon cam dah bosan study, so trus balek. x smpat smpi asar pon. hahaha. hangat-hangat tahi ayam jer semangat tuh.

balqees mengeluarkan weapon study dier.fuiyoooooooo

balqees: jgn lah amik gmbr aku. malu lahh. tee hee hee.

uwekkss

the next day plak, aku x hengat naper, tapi x stadi gaks. cam xde mood kot. haha. bleh plak cmtuh. org sume sibuk2 tanye2 pasal IMSE nye past questions, aku nih, stadi pon x start agih. hahaha.

org len duk kt meja, study. aku, conteng tangan pastuh amik gambar. ape motifnye? x TAHU!

bkannye nk bace notes tuh, amik gmbr je keje.ish2.*geleng kepala*

n then, on the last day of the gap, baru lah nk start study. tp tuh pon malam nye after dinner bru start btol2. start all over again dari awal sbb yg dah study sket2 before that cam x mlekat je kt pale. hahahh. so, mmg study the night before jugak lah akhirnye. hajatnye xnak tido. siap mintak nescafe ngan balqees. tp last2 tertido, ngantok sangat. sume notes, buku teks, kertas2 n segala-gala dibawa ke tidur. ngeee~

and now abes suda sume exam. Alhamdulillah. weeeeeeeee~

can't wait to get back home. tp kene kmas barang dulu. x start packing ape2 pon agih!

again, doing things in the last minute.... :P

till next time,

toodles~

p/s: punye la lame x blogging, lepaskan geram sampai leh wat post panjag gler. hamek ko. hahahh. ngeeee~